★ Red Full Moon Tonite ★
Since I…
had Took a distance with Music…
i Lost Myself.
had Stoped Listenin to English…
i Felt My World Really Small.
had Escaped from the Real…
i Became a Living Dead Person.
Where All My Confidence and Passion have Gone… ?
What is Even L-I-F-E ???
i Used to Have Power of Dreaming…
But.. Now…
Why i Lost EVERYTHING…….
i Don’t Wanna Do Anything.
Even Living…
Just Make Piss Me Off….
i am still 21 years old Girl.
However,
the World DOES NOT Accept Me…..
Why i Came Down to This Fucking World ?
FOR WHAT ???
My Thinking NEVER STOP…
i Understand What i Should Do…
I Must b So Afraid of Fail Again….
I Don’t Wanna Bother Anyone Even My Parents.
I Don’t Wanna b Hurted……. Anymore…
I Don’t Wanna Belong Anyone…
However,
I Wanna Enjoy MY LIFE !
I Wanna Make MY LIFE GET MUCH BETTER !!!
Actually,
I Have Some Ideas I Wanna Do…
I NEED MONEY !!!
I HAVE TO GET A JOB !!!!
I HAVE TO GET MY OWN LIFE !!!!!!!
Cuz… Now..
I am NOT Feeling like I Live My Life !
I WANNA BE FAMOUS !!!
I WANNA BE A SINGER !!!!
I WANNA BE A CELEBLITY !!!!!!!
I WANNA BE A MILLIONAIRE !!!!!!!!
I WANNA…
NOW I FOUND MY OWN DREAMS HERE AGAIN !!!
NEVER LOOK BACK !
JUST MOVE ON !
GO MYSELF !
THANX ALOT !!!
“Goodbye Lullaby”
was actually My Idea ive got a few years or months ago…
But now…
its Settle 4 Avril Lavgin’s New Album Title!!!
WTF!!!?
sinse She hs Used it,
i will Never be Able to Use it…….
ALWAYS LIKE THAT!!!!!!!
i am a Psychic
or…
My Ideas is Leaking Out while IDK ???
its SO CRAZY THINGS right?
HOW CAN I DO THEN ?
ANY IDEAS PLZ!!!
LoLOL
xoxo
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS…
JOB!!!
actually now i dont hv any job nor in education!
yes!! i am a NEET!!!
But i Really Wanna Get a JOB cuz…
i hv No Money n Fed Up with the Hell of this Boredom! :(((
my life was goin great til i went to London…
after i Left the Uni. my life is Goin Down Until Now…….
i Lost My Confidence, Motivation, Bright Dreams…
tbh,
its Hard to b even Alive 4 me now…
Life is So Cruel…….
Most of Friends who around me has Anything to Do like Job or Studying…..
since ive Lost All My Hope i dont even wanna c anyone…
cuz i Believe ey NEVER Know My Feelings!!!
sometimes,
im thinkin if i suicide…
then WHO is Really MISS ME ???
i could never imagine…
actually i hv many friends but i hvnt ever believed em truly..
MY LIFE IS JUST LIKE LIVING DEAD…….
Nothing is Goin Well right Now…
thats why i think bout DEAD..
cuz i cannot Believe my Life would b Awesome from now on…….
BORN THIS WORLD is MY BIGGEST TRAGEDY…
if there is the Santa,
PLZ TELL ME WHAT A HAPPY HUMAN LIFE is…
n GIMME it……. ♥
p.s.
Thanx Alot 4 Reading this Shitty Writing til the End!
Hope U will Hv a Great Christmas & Many Luvly Presents!!! :)
xoxo
Hello Tumblr. World!!!
Hi ya!
My Name is Minami Zoo!!!
i just created this page 4 keeping my english skills! :D
im gonna post random stuffs in here :)
well…
plz let me introduce a bit bout myself firstly…
im a Japanese, 21 n now live in Tokyo, Japan! i used to live in Kingston, London for 1 year n goin uni. in there! tho ive dropped out :p haha now im Dreamin of NYC, LA, the USA!! i Wanna oneday Move to there!
im interested in… Music, Fashion, Film, Drama, Musical, Animation, Shooting My Own Photos & Videos, Trip, Foreign Languages & Countries etc…
My Role Model is Katy Perry, Lady GaGa, Pete Wentz n Gabe Saporta! XD
My Dream is… Be Famous & Rich somehow in the World in the Futute!!!
anyway…
Enjoy My Page ;) ♥
xoxo
